today.... went for dental.... appointment time was at 10.30am.....
was almost late..... but lucky i was not..... i went in exactly 10.45am..... came out at 11am..... wat the hell..... onli a few mins !!!!!!

wow.... 2hrs before my next lesson starts.... so i went to plaza singapura for a while....just played 1 drum game.... then walk around..... next end up in carefouto buy drinks..... soon had to go off....
reached tampines at 12.30pm..... took the bus reached school exactly 1pm....
rushed all the way to class.... while looking from the outside of the class... no one was inside.... puzzled... i look around for my classmates.... and then i saw this notice: "pls proceed to LT 43"..... OMG !!!!!! had to go all the way to the entrance of engineering school.... rushed all the way to the lecture hall

during orgcom lessons..... the class watched this dvd about interculture...... learned quite alot of stuff....... but after watching it..... i feel that americans are idiots.... dun ask me..... those who taking the same subject will know it later....

after orgcom, i had dynamics lab..... omg.... i saw the teacher.... i really pity him alot..... he is partially deaf... i think 1 ear.... or... aiya... i dun know
but he is a very good teacher !!!!
omg.... went for my cds class..... it was about acting..... haiz.... looks like need to act liao !!! no choice

wow..... really miss talking to shu rong...... alot..... but on saturday she was very busy with work and did not want to disturb her...haiz !!!! haiz haiz haiz haiz...



















YourName | 11:45 PM |

OH HI YAI YAI HO HEY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today..... did nothing much......
went to church in the morning......
when i came back.... i quickly went to bath then.... go and sleep !!!!!
wahahaa !!!! tired man !!!!!

woke up for dinner.... haha.... had chicken rice !!! steady man.... homemade....
after dinner spend my time watching tv.... watch the simpsons !! luckily.... today on star world... the simpsons were shown from afternoon to 9pm....
played fifa 2007.... wahaha.... shiok man.... love it man !!!!! it is so real....as if i was watching the live matches !!!!


YourName | 12:10 AM |

today... went to play soccer......
bought new soccer ball...... but in the end..... the new soccer ball look like it has been use for a very very long time.... haha !!!!
never score that much goals..... but today i score a goal by heading..... haha... and i love it !!! wah.... one of the best was the penalty kick.... wahaha.... the goalkeeper didn't even move and i kick the ball to my right !!!
after soccer, we went to eat.....
me, david and elvin went to whitesands..... and guess who i saw while i was at the 2nd floor...... i saw shu rong...... she waved at me first.... and i waved back.... omg..... the girl i like was working at whitesands !!!! make me happy to see her... for a very long time !!!! hahaahahahahahahaha !!!

ok... now i am quite disturbed by something i have seen during work...... Are guys so desperate for women ????? interesting question....
cause i see the way the guys at work.... always talk about the girls...... sian !!!!!!
they get those girls handphone number..... and the reason : " so can find replacement"..... come on..... go F a bloody spider..... F-ing despos !!!!!!

YourName | 11:20 PM |

wah... had 4 hrs of mech tech today...... stayed in the cold lab !!!
kind of freezing..... but luckily the lecturer gave us 20 mins break
after the class.... it was break time...woo hooo.... errrr.... but it seems that the 1 hr break feels like 2 hr !!!
next class was dynamics.....wah piang... the teacher made me laugh.... full of funny actions.... but felt like sleeping.... was about to bang my head on the table
next it was maths..... wah liew..... headache sia.... so many steps to do.... HEADACHE !!!!!!!!!!!!

i went to check my mail for cds..... basket..... unsuccessful !!!!!!!!!! i went back to checked whether internet research tool had space..... but shit !!!! no more liao !!!
this is so stupid....... in the end... i chose arts appreciation.......
around 7pm.... i checked my mail.... it was successful.... woo hooo !!!! finally.... my first cds.....

haiz..... had no mood today...... so much stuff..... to do.... think.....
wondering whether she is busy........ or holiday overseas????? so much questions !!! while walking home..... saw some couples..... started to think that she got somebody else.....
i feel i should not be affected by this........ which i should not..... think so much for what sia !!!!!

YourName | 11:02 PM |

today....second day of school..... woke up very early !!!
lesson start at 8am...omg..... so early...not use to it.....
had 3 hrs of program auto.... had to connect stuff...had to use compress air to activate stuff... interesting subject but hard !!!

next class.... emaths 3.... wah piang.... so hard sia !!!!! had abit trouble...hard !!!
haiz... was so tired while listening the teacher talk.....almost fell asleep....
after that class....i had cgint..... caregroup.... meaning.... go back to my own class !!! woo hooo..... my classmates are the best....fun.... noisy...and damn united !!!!

we waited a long time..... wondering where miss joseph was..... so kahar went to call her but she told him that there was no class today.... omg !!!!!!!!
after class.... end of the school day.... i went to have lunch with ridhwan... leo,elvin, aaron and his friends....
after everything...me,lionel, ridhwan plus his friend ivan...went to meet meiting and denise at starbucks.... had fun talking to them.... oh ya...by the way... this girls are my colleagues....

haha.... been hearing F.I.R songs this past few days..... my favourite is 天天夜夜... nice song...anyway u guys are hearing it !!!

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever,
ever survive　How do I, how do I, how do I live

Dang ni de lei zai wei xiao zhong hua luo
Hui yi de feng chui zhe wo zou wo que qing yuan ting liu
Deng yi ke xin dao shi jian de jin tou hu xi ye hui tong
ke shi wo ji de ni gei wo de meng

Mei yi tian zai ni de huai li deng dai
Mei yi ye wo gan jue ni de cun zai zou guo shang hai
Wo hui tou kan
Shi yong yuan dou can lan de ai
Zhe yi ci wo jue ding yong gan qu ai
Zhe yi ci wo pei ni kan dao wei lai

So How do I live
How do I live
How do I live
How do I
live without you !!!!!

How do I live without you
How do I breathe without you!!!!
YourName | 8:53 PM |

to all my muslim or malay friends...selamat hari raya !!!! woo hooo

today woke up at 12 pm..... but so many people call me..... damn annoying !!!!
haha.... i am trying to sleep.... that sharon from ritz carlton call me to come work on thursday !!
boring things i did today.... been playing the ps2...watch tv..... to sum it all up..... lazing around !! haha !!!

wahaha..... today i got to eat rendang..... and lots of stuff... hehe !!!! all thanks to ridhwan.... brought the stuff to my hse....
ahahaha.... ridhwan.... thank U !!! wahaha.....

i think i had enough with my nightmares..... i'm not having enough hours of sleep because nightmares !! hate it man..... yesterday was worst.... i dreamt that she went with Ak.... omg.....
dream is opposite of reality.... which i hope it is.....
YourName | 10:41 PM |

today.... the start of the new semester !!!
but i overslept..... until elvin called me.... as i was suppose to meet him at 8.25am at the mrt !! i told him to go without me.....after putting the phone down, i went back to sleep.... OMG..... was so tired.... and my lesson starts at 9am....
and OMG..... the first day of school..... i skip my very first tutorial.....

went for the 1pm class....orgcom (organisation communication).... while walking to the class, i was wondering who's gonna be in my class.....
outside the class, i saw Bala, irfan and jeremy..... i look at the class door again.... got it correct... so i went in happily !!! wooo hooo..... finally..... in class with my classmates again !! i am so bloody happy man !!!

the reason of oversleeping.... is because had a nightmare and woke up......
the nightmare.... terrible....bloody terrible..... in the nightmare..... shu rong did not exist at all.... it was so bloody terrible.... that i woke up at 4am in the morning..... hope to have better dream from now on....


YourName | 9:02 PM |

today.... went for my job training.....with leo, lionel and dom....
it was kind of boring cause we know most of the stuff..... in the hotel !!!
but the manager, amos, was kind of funny..... good thing.... if not.... i would have already sleep while he was talking !!

after the training..... we went to meet ridhwan at marina square..... i wanted to buy jeans....saw this shop selling it.... but did not have the size.... so never buy.... in the end.... went to play counterstrike !!

at around 6.40 plus.... we went off to have dinner as ridhwan need to break fast....
ate at the foodcourt..... wah.... it was so crowded man !!! but luckily found seats !!

after dinner.... went to tampines to check on stuff....

haiz..... been messaging shu rong..... but no reply..... haiz..... negative thinking is back again.... haiz....afraid.... very afraid !!!
YourName | 10:49 PM |

hmm.... today went out with leo, elvin, roy and lionel...... to Kbox...
sang like crazy ppl !!! especially screaming while singing linkin park songs !!
after that, me,leo and lionel walk down to plaza singapura to get some stuff....

wow.... this coming monday starting school....fast.... haha...gonna have alot of projects to do this term !!! wahaha
YourName | 12:47 AM |

last resting day.....before this weeks work gonna kill me !!!!
gonna be so exhausted from work..... cause thursday and friday..... i got to work from 9am to 12am !!! by the time i go home.... it will be 1 plus or 2 plus am..... and i would have onli 4 hrs of sleep !!! OMG !!!

haiz...ok... stayed at home..... sleep till afternoon....haha!!!!! boring right.... but nope.... need my sleep...wahaha!!!

hmm.... wah... while sleeping the whole day.... dreamt of shu rong....haha...
save her from monsters...demons and terrorist!!! wahaha!!
YourName | 11:42 PM |

ok !!! first day of work.... wahaha!!!
hmm.... had a gd time.... but hard actually..... carried so much stuff !!
when i had to carry 4 bowls of soup..... the guest were so scared of me... when i put the soup down, the bowl will shake.... which is my hand that is doing the shaking.... as if i got fit....wahaha !!!
after getting our money..... we were so happy !!!! made new friends..... in bus.... we were jokers.... big time.... kenneth with his cold jokes.... and imp...made us laugh all the way from ritz carlton back to pasir ris !!!

but basket....sunday i'm suppose to work.... but they cancel.... haiz... so never mind!! haha.... hmmm.... wondering whether shu rong will agree to go out with me on monday? haha
YourName | 2:59 AM |

today.... been slacking at home...using the com whole day....
boring.... go out also boring..... cause everytime go same place...sian !!!
but lucky.... tml i got to go work !!! heeeeeee !!!
hmm.... been thinking.... or should i say.... been asking myself whether shu rong is attached..... haiz....
also... thinking wat would happen if i tell her i like her? would she distant herself...and in the end.... from friends..... become as if we dun know each other??? which i hope not..... Too much question in my head.....
HAIZ !!!!!!!!!!!

hmm.... oh ya.... jia en.... hope u r ok now !!! hehe... hope bryan, me and ridhwan cheer u up !!

ok..... at night..... while using msn... lionel... again.... without fail....make me and dom so angry !!! that i started using the f word..... dom tries to teach him alot of stuff.... aiya... dun feel like talking abt it.... talk abt it makes my blood boil so much !!! LIONEL IF U R READING THIS....... GO CHANGE UR DAMN ATTITUDE MAN..... UR ATTITUDE SUCKS TO THE CORE !!! NO WONDER..... MIN XIU AND THE REST FEEL AWKWARD WHEN U R AROUND !!!

YourName | 4:04 PM |

today...went out with leo, kenneth, lionel and dom !!!
first we went to leo's hse... cause kenneth wanted to buy black shoes for work on thursday !!! We went to eat at the usual kopitiam...wahaha.... lucky... my favourite BAH CHO MEE store is open !!!! WOOO HOOO !!!

after that.... went to city hall.... to go book for work next week!!! wah... gonna work on tuesday to saturday!!! finish booking, we went to marina square to play counterstrike... wahaha.... haiz... that lionel again ar.... always get kill... then become angry...wah...this time shake the bloody monitor somemore.... siao

hmm.... played finish LAN, we went to the esplanade there.... i wanted to check it out.... interesting place... very nice place.... hehe.... a very gd place
want to go there with shu rong when i go out with her....heeee.... hope she is free !!!


err.... today... jia en seems funny today.... ridhwan called her... no reply.... bryan also call...no reply.... when i contact her on msn.... no reply.... omg.... something is wrong.... i can feel it !!! jia en.... if u having problems with ur ex... ignore him !!
ANy problems u can tell us or ur friends....anyway... we also ur friends !!!

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Pictures we took !!!

haha.... looks like we own this city

haha.....crazy dom...opening his mouth so big

omg.... dom crashing me.... =x
YourName | 11:12 PM |

yesterday night.... had a conference with bryan and jia en.... ridhwan later then called... but he talk for a short while as he was working....
jia en talk to ask about her problems.... and ask us.....
next... those two help me with wat i wanted to say to shu rong.... haiz.... must have confidence man !!! well alot of suggestions from them..... nice ones !!!
hope shu rong will accept me....

today.... woke up at 10 plus... jia en called me.... i thought it was my wake up call
so i sms her saying that i already woke up.... she asked me whether i was free now and can call her... as she was not having lesson... so i called her... wahaha.... man... it is very funny.... especially her friends.... omg... they were so damn funny.... made jia en laugh and scream like nobodys business.... when she suddenly scream, i got a big shocked.... at least... she feel better from her problems.... haha
Especially her friend, jessica.... wah.... crazy sia that girl...wahaha....

at 1.30pm.... went to meet leonard at the mrt.... then had lunch!! wahaha.... after that took the train.....i stop at bugis while he stop at city hall.... had my checkup today.... at kk hospital.... i know wat u guys may think
kk hospital.... onli for children and woman... haha.... but no choice....i think i was the onli big "kid" there..... the giant.....
After the appointment, i went home straight
YourName | 9:17 PM |

sunday.....boring day again.... slept till 12pm
woo... woke up.... it was lunch time already!! after lunch..... my nu er call...wahaha.... jia en lah.... suddenly call me marmie.... wahaha
ok...back to the topic.... hmm.... jia en call.... haha... told me everything abt bryan stuff.... haha
talk until 3pm... she ask me how i am gonna tell (confess) to shu rong when after her exam.... haha...somemore ask me to plan the stuff.... after talking to jia en, i went back to sleep
woke up at 5.30.... went to church.....
after church..... was back to the battle field again.... my parents again fight....haiz.... idiots...

YourName | 10:15 PM |

STUPID HAZE !!!!!!!! ASS !!! SCUM..... BLOODY INDONESIAN!!!! ONLI KNOW HOW TO BURN STUFF....FROM U.S FLAG...TO DENMARK FLAG...TO CHURCHES AND OTHER STUFF.... ONLY THING THOSE INDONESIAN KNOW HOW TO DO IS TO BURN STUFF !!!! MAke ppl suffer nia.... dumbass idiots !!!!
hmm..... so the onli way to stop all the burning is to INVADE INDONESIA...and the complete annihilation of those idiots.... no lah.... just kidding... but i wish it would happen....muahaha !!!

ok....back to today stuff..... hmm..... saturday...so played soccer.... but dammit the condition to play soccer for me was no good...as i am asthmatic.... and the dumb haze made me very weak !!! but at least i score a few gd goals....woo hoo.... wah... me and elvin.... wah.... we were a gd team sia.... man.... gd partner sia... haha... like ronaldino and e'to ( barcelona) wahahahahaha !!!! best... simply the best man !!! brilliant tag team !!!

then.... next standard procedure.... go eat dinner.... wahaha !!! after dinner... went tampines mall and walk around !!! wah.... went home after that.... wah liew....home... boring !!!! when home... sulky of course.... dun know why i am always sulky when i go home...
haiz.... maybe because of the stuff at home..... idiot father.... idiot mother.... all IDIOTS !!!

after hearing maksim's music..... wah.... makes me wanna go and learn piano again !!! haiz.... still lousy sia....
when i hear music that are really good, i really wanna play the song !!!

oh ya..... read lionel's blog..... which i dun actually believe.... he fought with his father.... humph.... i dun believe !!! hmm..... i think i still dun understand lionel liao.... i now am.... worried that if i talk to him.... sometimes it would make him angry and blow up for no reason !!! i think the other guys also....... haiz...wondering if that guy would be able to change..... sad huh....

YourName | 8:54 PM |

OMG.... i did not know i have become a marmie....arrrrgggghhhh...haha... just kidding just kidding!!!
ok... back to wat i have done..... hmmm.... went out with ridhwan and bryan.... wahaha... basket... they gay here gay there.... haha... no lah... just kidding!!!
had alot of fun actually.... wahaha

wooo...... dinner, we ate at lerk thAi... cause kfc was crowded....awahaha... omg... tom yam soup was so gd !!!! wooo.... first time sia that i manage to drink up!!!
wow..... been talking to shu rong for past few days !!! haha !!!
YourName | 11:51 PM |

i woke up very hungry... had to find food for myself....

hmm.... i have been thinking whether i am a clone....wahaha..... sounds crazy right? haha.... yup i know.... maybe i got short telomeres ( something got to do with DNA ) full of nonsense again !!


hmm.... today sick... having fever... so never go out !!! its been a long time since i got fever sia.... very long!!!
haha.... woke up at 2pm.... did nothing spend my time on the bed..... no energy...haiz... was feeling bored at first.... then ridhwan call first..... after talking to him..... around 2 plus.... jia en called.... wah.... i am so touched.... my friends call me !!! haha!!!

hmm..... at 4 plus i took my medicine.... went to slp till 7 plus.... wahahaha.... spend the whole day slping sia !!!





ryoko hirosue...... haha..... she look abit like shu rong sia..... serious!!! not even kidding !!!!
YourName | 10:01 PM |

today went to the gym with kenneth, lionel and dom...wah.... first we went to measure our weight... my weight was 68.90g.....
WAH...AFter all the exercise, dom and lionel lost 1g.... for me and kenneth, we lost 0.2 g....wah....sad !!! haha....never mind.... still got alot of time to train !!!

aFter that, we went to have our lunch..... Burger king.... omg... fast food...after all the exercise..... but no worries !!! it is to help retain our muscles !!
next we waited for leo, cs and the rest to come

haiz.... this lionel.... haiz..... i got nothing to say!!! always go outing sometimes or should i say almost.... we come back home abit unhappy!!! haiz......

eeee.... yesterday night had a terrible dream.... errr... nightmare!!!! in my nightmare.... i tried saving shu rong from this demon... but was too late..... i cried in my dreams....woke up... afraid..could not slp till 6 am....haiz
YourName | 9:02 PM |

hmm.... today........ went for blood test and x-ray!!!
after that, went to do booking for next wk....to work.... will be working from thursday to sunday !!! wooo...tiring!! ALAMAK!!! forgot...next wk got wisdom tooth extraction....but who cares !!! i get to have $150 plus for next wk...heeeeeee!!!!

hmm.... played half life again... haiz...lionel again... got kill so many times that he had the temper again.... smashing the mouse and keyboard!!! i got nothing to say much abt him liao!!!

ok.... nothing to write abt today...errrr..... wait a min.... oh ya.... when i go to whitesand the foodcourt, i suddenly felt someone i know was there.... i look at the library, saw shu rong...... but i had this funny feeling when i saw her....dun know why!! haiz.... negative feelings again....


YourName | 9:42 PM |

2nd october 2006

today.... slept at 6.30am.... cause we had a conference= jia en, ridhwan, bryan and me!!! wah..... we had fun talking.... i suddenly laugh when i told jia en and bryan abt the message shu rong sent... wahahaha!!!!! HOLY SHIT!!! this made me laugh so much that tears came out...hahaha....laugh to0 much

hmmm.... woke up at 10am... tired sia...hahaa.... went to lunch with my buddies...ate lunch at lerk thai!! wah....me and leo had trouble eating...cause we ate red curry chicken plus tom yam soup!!!! haha... the stomach was...err...the feeling was like nuclear reactor!!! next we went simei.... play cs with dom and lionel... man... versus bots... the bots were like zombies trying to kill us... we took out paras( machine gun) shot everthing down!!!

next when to marine parade to find ridhwan's mum to pass her some documents.
after that. we took bus 15 to tampines to have dinner and watch movie: rob b hood..... wahaha... that show was funny!!! love it..gd show!!!
YourName | 12:15 AM |

To those reading and still act childishly....happy childrens day....wahahaha!!!
just kidding!!!
ok.... yesterday night had a conference with ridhwan and jia en .....wahaha....talk alot of stuff...haha!!! i was kind of blur yesterday...all thanks to the ball that ram my face!!! hmm... me and jia en talk abt her classmate, baowei.... omg....that classmate of hers is so....err...disgusting and like an idiot!!!!!!!!!!! WHy i say idiot...cause she ask alot of stupid question...lame ones and..... aiya... u will be irritated if u hear abt this type of ppl!! ahaha..
Next topic... we talk abt was scolding ppl..... my goodness...jia en is the first girl that does not scold ppl.... even she is angry....
that time ridhwan ask her to scold bryan... in the end... she laugh instead of scolding him.... hahaha!!!! So yesterday night.... i taught her how to scold ppl.... haha!!! Professor Nic on the case.... first i ask her wat would make her angry... so i use that to make her angry.....but in the end.... laugh...
then i pretend to be someone and make her angry.... like going her hse throw her favourite stuff... in the end... fail...she laugh!!!!
haiz.... cause one time she told me that she use a serious tone on her ex-boyfriend.... so i said... "ok...i pretend to be him... now scold me!!!"... next she said " i will say one sentence".... i said ok.... then she was abt to say, the sentence that came out was heh heh heh ( laughing).... wah.... i tell u ar after hearing that sentence she said, i faint sia on the floor man!!! then i told her to try again.... she was abt to say something... but laugh again.....WAH... PENG AR !!!
SHe managed to tell me abt in the serious tone....WOO HOO....FINALLY...HAHA!!! BUT....still it was not fierce.... next it was my turn to show her how to scold.... but.... after hearing all the "scolding" she gave me.... i could not scold....haha!!! my goodness.... someone make me lose my ability to scold...OMG!!!

Crap.....i lost a bet to jia en..... haiz....cause we talk from 1am to 6 am.....omg....the next morning.... we bet with each other wat time we will wake up..... she said she will wake up at 11 plus but i say nope she will wake up late!!!!
i lost the bet..... and now i own her ice cream!!!!

wah.....today.... err....sunday...... is the most boring day.... oh ya....shu rong...if u r reading this, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




YourName | 4:20 PM |