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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

yea !!!!!!! guess wat happened in school !!
Pele... the brazilian soccer legend came to school !! woo hooo.... took alot of pictures but was not clear and i did not get close to him !! shit man !!!

here are the pics:

after this event, i went to meet bryan at pasir ris...... we were going to meet jia en...... after eating talking..... we started taking pictures.....haha.....

diao..... bryan ( jia en's son in law..... ).... me..... ( the old one)... jia en...(nu er )

wat the hell...... both of us posing.... this jia en... pointing middle finger !!!

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Saturday, November 25, 2006

today, i woke up late as usual......but today.... i got maths quiz and i quite late.....
i took the train...... once it reach tampines.... when the door open, i could not get out.... cause there was this big fat old bitch blocking the way..... and still that bloody human still got the cheek to make sound of displeasure...... i tell u.... i could have just grabbed her and let the door do the talking...... u know wat i mean... let the door squash her till her soul leaves her body.....

after school, i went to vivo city...... my 2nd time there.....
this time i took some pics.....

wooo...... freedom..... this is mine..haha.... i am the pilot

star cruise

wooo.... hot.....bright......

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Friday, November 24, 2006

SASHIBURI DANA............

alot of things have happened this week........ errr..... to be exact..... not alot of things..... just one thing which made me hate even more......
ridhwan told me he saw the girl i like was with a guy already..... and today i go friendster, saw her pic.......

the hatred and anger in my heart has started growing from 85% to 95%.......
the darkness in me...... grown alot more!!!!
humph..... soon i will become an enemy to humans.......
my hatred for humans........are so...... strong...... everytime i walk in crowded places or anywhere......

hmm.....maybe i was born on this planet for one very reason.....
choking the planet with darkness and corroding it..... and making peoples life miserable.....

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Thursday, November 23, 2006

hmmm..... when i told my friends about me....from the good,cheerful person to a person in darkness filled with hatred and anger..... they all told me all the stuff and want me to become the good, cheerful person......

my answer:........ a big fat

no !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now i have plenty of reason to become my darkness.... my other self.....
ALOT !!! i feel much more better that way....rather my old self..... so much emotions.... my new self..... wooo.... no more emotions liao !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel no sorrow..... no happiness..... my heart is filled with darkness !!!!
so from now on....... my name will not be nicholas....... my name will be sephiroth !!!

my friends..... those who are reading this...... i got no choice.... it will be the best for me to become evil !!!

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Sunday, November 19, 2006

its a sunday.... its boring day..... haha.... neh
well.....went to kovan for lunch.....

oh ya...... thinking abt shu rong..... haha.... i suddenly remembered.... on fri.....
i was at tampines mall..... walking around..... i went to this shop...selling all the sports stuff..... i looked at the jersey checking the price.....
after that i was about to walk out of the shop..... i happened to notice this girl who was very familiar...... her hair and her specs.... her face also.....
so i was kind of worried that maybe it was another girl that looked like shu rong..... but in the end.... i called out her name..... and....OMG...... it was her !!!!!!

talked about fate..... haha..... man..... it was so wonderful to see her again...... its been so long......

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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

boring !!!!!
errr...... i think i change that part....... BUSY !!!!!
alot of projects.....sad man..... and next week got maths quiz..... OMG !!!!!!
quiz....quiz.....and more quiz !!!!! i think i am gonna die of exhaustion !!!
GOOD BYE WORLD !!! ..... neh....just kidding

for past few days....... no reply from her....... from what i think.... maybe she is on holiday !!!

................. my world has been completely covered in darkness.........
angry...... filled with hatred........
those who read this..... don't need to tell me to cheer up..... cause i think i have chosen this path.......

the worst thing was...... today.... i walked pass 3 malay guys on their bikes..... they "played" with their bell and horns...... bloody annoying.......
i had the feeling to terminate those bastards........ i am glad to say.... that the monster has come........

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Monday, November 13, 2006

long time never blog.... wahaha..... .cause i have been playing kingdom hearts 2 !!!
wooo hooo..... ok..... in school.... nothing much happen today.....
next week, it is quiz time.....dammit.....so fast !!!!

i'm stopping work for a time being....cause i need to concentrate on my studies....
hope they dun call me just to work..... i am too tired to work already..... no more energy !!!!

BAD NEWS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it seems that the dark side in me has started to take control of me !!!!!!!!
dammit...... i live in a world.....full of hatred and darkness........
soon..... i will become....... a person who will hate and will learn to destroy !!!

YourName | 11:04 PM |

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Wednesday, November 08, 2006

ok.... my mood is getting from bad to worse.....
now i am in a battlefield...... at home........ and i have 1 word to say about it........

FUCK !!!!!!!

my home is getting more and more....... errr..... how do you say......errr....hmmm.....
aiya.... dun know whats that word......

the place is filled with my parents arguing.... throwing stuff around when they fight....... hate it.... i am so fucking tired of this shit !!!
haiz..... and to think that they go for some counselling..... what the hack..... also no use.... continue to fight !!

haiz..... no mood liao......

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Tuesday, November 07, 2006

for the past few days..... i have been thinking......
am i that nice???...... when people ask me to help them.... i never refuse to help
haiz..... i think i should change.... refuse anyone..... cause i sometimes feel i am being used.....
fuck that dumbass feeling.....

FROM TODAY ONWARDS..... NO MORE FUCKING USELESS, INNOCENT AND IDIOTIC NIC........

DAMMIT....... I AM SO FUCKING ANGRY WITH SO MANY PEOPLE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Sunday, November 05, 2006

saturday we went to play soccer....
dom agreed to come....on friday...after work, we called him after work to tell him we not going kayaking and decided to play soccer.... so he said ok.....
so on saturday, we meet..... dom was not there..... so i called him.... he said he come later.... so ok......
later euston came, he asked me wheres dom... so i told him..... euston said...later will not come.... haha.....
at school... we played a few games.... leo asked me to call dom....
dom told me he will come in 1hr or 1 and 1/2 hrs time....... so we continued our game.....
around 2 plus....we called him again.... this time he tell us he not coming........
anger mode: 35%
the last few games..... lionel was complaining tired !!! WTF..... he cannot see that everyone also tired meh !!! he is the onli guy that is not even doing all the damn fucking running...... i just listen to his damn fucking complains..... until the last game...... he still walk instead of running...... in the end... i shouted: " move ur fucking ass !!!!!!!!"
anger mode: 65%

after the game..... we walk to this shop to buy drinks.... and i overheard wat lionel and ridhwan talking.....
it was about this guy who was not good in language or something like that..... and lionel still can say the guy is a language idiot...... wat the fuck is this !!! still got the damn fucking cheek to say that guy is an idiot..... how abt u.....
i know u are damn good in ur language..... and damn fucking good about knowing all your gadgets and all that..... but you..... still got that cheek to say people an idiot...... how about u.........
anger mode: 85%

ok...people people...... i want u all to know.... wat the hack do u mean a person is innocent......
i am telling u..... i think i have heard enough of me being innocent..... so many ppl have said this to me....... innocent innocent...... dammit..... and alot of ppl say they know me well..... come on...... just because i do not know alot of stuff means.... i am innocent.....
anger mode: 95%

ARGGGGHHHH......... this is a FUCK UP LIFE !!!!!!!!!!! FUCK !!! FUCK.... FUCK !!!!!
now parents also fighting..... i am so damn fucking angry now.... that i might even kill someone who makes me more fucking angry !!!!

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Wednesday, November 01, 2006

ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! today was almost..... almost late for school !!!!
cannot believe it man !!! did everything slowly... like a tortoise....... get out of the house around 7.15 !!!!
wanted to take my usual bus 15...... but in the end, went to take the long way..... took the mrt and take a bus from tampines interchange.... did not had a choice cause waiting for bus 15 would take a bloody long time !!!

managed to reach school just in time !!! wahaha.... bloody heng ar !! ok....first lesson was program auto.... wooo..... my group make the cylinder thingy to move automatically....fun..... well..... we finish the class quite early.... wahaha!!!!

next was maths 3...... did nothing much.... almost slept in class..... bloody tired !!!
haiz.... next was care group session.... haha..... we were so funny in class.... like monkey sia......

me, steven and ridhwan walked all the way from school to the tampines mrt station..... the journey was with laughter !!! hahaha......we met lionel....
next lionel, ridhwan and me went to downtown east to eat..... but before going to downtown east...... we headed for whitesands...... wanted to go fairprice to buy drink.....
Our comic man.... or sometimes called as gadget man.... lionel.... went to comic connection to get his comics...... after getting the comics
we went down...... while walking pass surfers paradise shop..... this ridhwan said: " oh.... so this is where shu rong works !!! "
i looked around and saw shu rong coming out of the shop..... omg.... she works there..... haha !!!!!!!!!! "talked" to her for a while...... wanted to go have lunch with her...haha..... but she had worked !!!

had chicken rice for lunch..... after lunch went to play pool..... wah after ridhwan teached me the proper way, i improved in an instance......
looked at the time, it was already 3.15pm..... i was shocked and faster went off.... cause i will be having class at 4pm..... my cds: arts appreciation....
at first i was so shy cause there were more girls than guys..... but luckily saw one of my friend from ritz carlton..... haha... her name: L Y.... lucky....
got someone to talk to...... the teacher gave me a script and my partner was her.... haha.... wah piang..... acting to be done....
haha..... i was the husband and she was the wife..... arguing....haha
but i think we did good........

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